Stupid? Slacker? its wtf. Yes i would say, this society cant afford to bear any losers. And i happened to be one of them =) I noe what i write here may be crap to u guys. But I'm just gonna write wad i'm thinking now.
Lots of ppl think that well, I play the compt everyday. Theres no control, no discipline, My parents allows it. And my studies aint doin well. I noe. So ever since last year i'hv got the last, the world had written the word 'Last' on my back. So no matter how well i do, How much effort i put in to do smth, It ends up into nth. So I'hv formed a Optimistic mindset over time. I'hv being numb to those crude commends made. I no longer care abt wad ppl say, Where Zhangyang says that I and Kuozun are Low on IQ. The reason why i reacted over Zhangyang's incident becos his attitude was real too fck.
Its the reality of the world, you cant afford to fail. No matter how well ur results are, the last ranking will hv the final say. I mean who cares if u get a 63.4 avg % when ure still in the last 3 position? Thats it.
I'hv no one to tok to, i wanted to tell ppl how i felt, their reaction was 'lame' or a '=.=' sign. I'm not joking when i'm saying all these to you guys out there. I feel like breaking down into tears when I'm saying it. People would ask me on Sunday night if i had done my hmk. They would answer themselves after a few seconds. 'Surely nvr one'. Haha, maybe u got that right =)
But then it really causes an impact on me, Yes This time i really gonna be frank and point out names straight at ur faces. Aikyang i noe u aint gonna come across this post. But let me tell u, I'll not be the last FOREVER. And kindly i would like to tell u to just mind wad comes out of ur mouth or one day, its Doomsday. O.o
In conclusion, i just wanna let u ppl noe that, everything u say or do, does make an impact on one person.
